There seems to be problems with my msn as well, since I can't publish my web blog entry through the browser. It doesn't matter that much since I don't update that often nowadays anyway... Well, everything is sound and fine and normal and smooth and just like the kind of plot that is slowly developing in a book. Developing from light till dawn and from one summer till yet another summer. Nothing seems to be changing at all, but if one looks back through all the times and days past, it seems to be a rather long book that is being plotted. It's rather a memorizing and wondrous feeling to get in touch with friends that are for a period lost in your book. I enjoyed it! I enjoyed pretty much going around different places around the world as well. Maybe the experience is not always in the good aspect, but every time it is rather different to me. I wonder how different people can be and how individual people can be. Also I am amazed at the different way of life people are leading, like the kind of subtle plot they are plotting for themselves... Will be back home soon, can't wait to see all my friends and family, can't wait to carry out all my little plans planed long time ago!!

亲爱的们！~ 今天都五月五号了才看到你们的留言，都是苹果的不好，不能看到offline message！今天看到噗噗噗跳出来的消息窗口，嘿嘿... 真不错！~ 又是一年初夏的到来，太阳晒了，天气热了，水温高了，蒲公英开了，蜘蛛忙碌了！~ 大家不管在哪里都要好好enjoy啊！~ 还有所有五月份生日的兄弟姐妹们，especially白还有苗苗姐（还在深圳？），aluzi， 嗯，还有萃萃，生日快乐！！

没什么事情做，随便答几个问题哈，但是决不参加什么游戏！

* 如何将生活与工作做最好的调配？ 值得思考，大概需要计划吧，不过我这方面好像比较弱~~~

* 最近的心情？ 比较经常的迷惑，然后就是还平常和还开心的心情。

* 最郁闷的事？ 经常的莫名恐惧和做奇怪的梦

* 你最希望从朋友那里得到的是什么？ 友谊

* 你最想去哪个地方？为什么？ 非洲某一国家。觉得会很不一样！

* 什么事情会让你觉得很幸福？ 玩好玩的，吃好吃的，听好听的，看好看的！

* 你最想回到哪一年重新开始？ 幼儿园，如果那会儿我能自己记事情的话。

* 喜欢什么宠物？大黄狗  

* 你最讨厌的一件事是什么？ 不能得逞

* 你的理想或者说梦想是什么？想过去实现么？ 住自己房子，有花草，有大黄狗，可以画画，可以看书，还有自己的儿童书店... 会实现的...

今年都过了三个月整了，到处不安宁，不过不安宁都离我还远，周围还是一样的下雨和安静。我希望我，还有家人和散落各地的朋友们工作和生活都顺心和开心！

猪年结束了，居然就这么... 有人说本命年还好的人，头尾年都很惨！！大概还不至于是这样吧！~ 新的一年最大的计划就是去多几个地方，visit多几个不容易见到的朋友！等着！嘿嘿，大家都鼠年快乐！

冬天真是一个让人只想钻在被窝里面不出门的季节，穿暖暖的衣服，吃暖暖的东西，点暖暖的蜡烛，喝暖暖的茶... 但是记得一定要出门走走，一定要做点事情，不然会被懒惰慢慢的不知不觉地侵蚀了灵魂...
很喜欢看恐怖片，而且一定要开大了声音，一个人看！今天满怀兴致看了鬼娃二，失望！超级没有恐怖感，真不明白电影怎么会拍得这么失败！那个娃娃简直是个弱智，那个小孩演的还不错~~ 不过整个情节莫名其妙，哪比得上那下雨夜被我扔掉的鬼娃在泥泞中被雨打，突然不见，突然就挂在了窗外的凉衣杆上的场景经典？！！我自觉得自己胆子很大，但是胆子再大的人deep down也会有些会真正觉得恐惧的东西。

白天越来越短，黑夜越来越长...
冰凉的空气，满天的星星，还有接近的满月...
走在冰和霜的路上，走在皎洁的月光下，我想：
如果每天都有这么灿烂的星星和明亮的月光，如果每天的月亮都这么亮，
大概，应该，
即使一整天都是漆黑的夜晚也不至于会是很难过的吧...

It started to snow a little bit again, and besides, it's extremely windy (this kind of northern wind). I was a bit too early for my bus, so I started to walk down the walking street in the middle of the night, trying to enjoy the beautiful Christmas lights and bright shop windows. Darkness is all around and once in a while you will see one or two people flash by on bicycles, or perhaps one or two somewhat drunk people talking about something in the coldness. Somehow those people are so far away from me that there is nothing but a kind of strange distance I could feel.

A man with glasses covered with a hat of pullover came to the bus stop right after me. He reminded me of someone I knew... None of us tried to start a conversation and we started to wait for our buses in total silence (like how strangers usually do). Then a boy with perhaps a guitar came from across the street. After a little bit hesitation he put his instrument against the window and sat beside me. He looked pretty young and had beautiful curly hair. Still silence, the rain was falling and was mixed with some snow flakes as well. All you can hear is the sound of the north wind blowing... and the smell of smoke is clear as the boy tried to finish his last bit.

"What time is it?" as I understood, the boy asked me in Danish. It's always my awkward situation that I find it hard to answer in the correct language. But anyway, " Let's see, it's 51 past 10, so the bus should come in a minute." The man with glasses answered, his English accent reminded me even more of that someone I knew... It turned out we were waiting for different buses all of us. The start of conversations actually made me to start ignoring the terrible weather until when, one bus came and the man with glasses walked on the bus and saying:"I am lucky that my bus came 1st. See you and enjoy this nice and warm evening..." I was once again reminded of this someone I knew and realized that this was not a pleasant evening at all.

It's all me and the boy and the perhaps guitar, the sound of the north wind and rain falling and darkness left behind. "There, there comes my bus!" I almost jumped up when I saw another bus coming. "And my bus too!" three buses came in a row. We both walked toward the bus. The conversation ended as "Have a nice evening!" "The same to you!" And we were on our different buses heading to our different destinations. All of a sudden it's warm again.

On the bus, I started to think about the man in glasses and the boy with the perhaps guitar in this cold winter night whom I never knew and will never see again. I met so many such people in my life but I quickly forgot. How lovely it would be if I could remember all these little nice and warm moments in my life!~~~

      郁闷的事情总是层出不穷，想不到的都会发生，这就是所谓的surprise! 从来就没有想过还会有好的surprise！Taadaaa, there it is! ~~~ 放张图片，以资纪念！~~~

      许愿许愿...... 那么多愿可以许，一急许了个超现实的，现在想来真没意义...... 没有救了......